Let's Break Up!

12 oct 11, Wednesday



Hey Asshole!
This is for you!



In case you might be worried OR "curious" to know how sad I might be feeling right now over the break up?
Sorry to burst your bubbles but... I'm not... ^^



Remember when I told you it only took me a month or so to forget my that ex of 6 years?
This is EXACTLY what's gonna happen to you.
Perhaps even shorter 'cos I've found my new goal in life.
Reason?
You simply don't deserve anyone to "mourn" over you to start with.
And do you wanna hear a cold true fact?
You are still no way near the impact Fabian left on me as compared to yours.
It took me 8 months to get over him entirely.
OUCH.



Anyway, you were right about something though.
I did already thought of the break-up some time ago.
But this is definitely not your so-called "perfect timing" to ask for one.
I did gave you a chance to be honest with me, but you didn't.
Well then let me tell you this.
Next time you wanna lie, make sure it's a perfect lie with alibi and all.
Something which I didn't tell you.
I went over to your place on Mon night.
Your car wasn't there.
That's why I knew you lied.



Anyway, it doesn't matter that the truth is out now.
You are indeed one big FAT fucking LIAR.
So now that your pants' on fire, just get burnt.
Don't even bother trying to extinguish the fire 'cos seriously?
It's gonna come back to you again.
Your ex-gf Joycelyn is really smart.
She left knowing she don't even need to give you a second chance.
And she didnt't cheat on you.
She's pretty, rich & smart.
She can get another bf anytime she wants.
If I were her, I would do the EXACT same thing too.
And all your bullshit about her cheating on you to gain my sympathy?
Really?
YOU ARE PATHETIC!!!



Anyway, I only have myself to blame seriously.
If only I could have been more alert and not so naive, I wouldn't land myself in this sort of situation now.
I am soooooooooo fucking glad that I left you.
So fucking glad.



I may be soft-hearted deep down & I may be dumb at times.
But when I'm brutally hurt, I still know how to defend myself.
I can be very vicious & ferocious if I want to.
But I see no point in that 'cos you aren't even worth the effort for me to be in the first place.
It's damn tiring to hate someone than to love someone.
So I rather fast fast chop chop get over you and move on my life with somebody else new.
ANY guys out there can easily REPLACE you if you must know.
'Cos really... What do you have?
Looks? Figure? Money? Status? Career? Personality?
YOU HAVE NONE OF THE ABOVE!
YOU SUCK not as a bf but as a person in general.
And know what your best traits that I noticed during this period of time that we're together?
You only make use of the people around you for your own personal gains/needs.
That's what you are.



Damn... Now I know why some people would ask me what is it that I see in you and I couldn't answer them at all.
I am seriously so fucking BLIND!!!
Omg... -.-""""



I'm not even gonna mention the fact that you keep hanging out with your couple friends 'cos you knew that they are gonna pay for your meals when you were down and out.
And among those suckers was ME.
I'm also not even gonna mention the fact that you told me that your friends aren't important at all.
Only your Mum and your gf are.
WTF???



When I knew Vivian was upset about me?
I cried for her like as if we just broke up or as if somebody died ok!
THIS is valuing friendship!
Friendship to me will always be as important as my relationship.
Unlike you.
Hypocrite!



Bottom line is?
People like you don't deserve any goodness in Life at all.
NOW you know why your 36 years of Life on this earth is totally WASTED now?


P.S: I still can't believe I'm fucking blind!




Love,
Missy B





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